ALL ABOUT ME

I have been trying to find answers for a lot of questions all my life. I have been looking for greatness and achievement but each and every time I ty to run after them, I end up in pain as my expectations about myself are just trampled over. However, after a lifelong seacrh of who I really am, I realized that I am nobody but myself. It is I who I must be and nobody else . You can hate me but you can't break me, You can block me but you can't stop me, You can judge me but you can't change me. And I love my friends because they love me and accept me for who I am ‏and My bestfriends aren't perfect but they could make my day perfect. Seriously. i'm afraid of losing my parents, my family, my friends. I love them forever ♥

♥ sahabat ♥

Thursday, December 1

#AbooutLife

I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.



- I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.