bila kawan datang jumpe saya ,
saya tahu dia akan bercakap pasal awak .
bila kawan sebut nama awak ,
saya tahu dia mula nak buruk kan awak .
bila kawan mengata pasal awak dekat saya ,
saya hanya mampu diam ja .
bila kawan cerita bukan-2 pasal awak ,
saya hanya mampu senyum saja .
bila kawan tanya "kenapa kau kawan dengan dia"
aku hanya kata dia selalo ada dengan saya bila susa senang .
bila kawan tanye "kau tak layak jadi kawan dgn dia"
aku hanya kata "ape hak kau nak cakap macam tuh"
dan kawan pun berlalu pergi meninggalkan aku macam tuh .
aku ingat , ape aku buat semua nie dihargai .
tapi , sebaliknya .
mungkin Allah menguji aku untuk besabarr .
InsyAllah , aku hanya mampu tesenyum bila kawan mula berkata pasal aku .
dan aku mula sedar , dan beterima kasih . pada Allah , kerana Allah telah menguji dan mengajar aku erti kesabaran . Terima Kasih , Ya Allah (:
ALL ABOUT ME
I have been trying to find answers for a lot of questions all my life. I have been looking for greatness and achievement but each and every time I ty to run after them, I end up in pain as my expectations about myself are just trampled over. However, after a lifelong seacrh of who I really am, I realized that I am nobody but myself. It is I who I must be and nobody else . You can hate me but you can't break me, You can block me but you can't stop me, You can judge me but you can't change me. And I love my friends because they love me and accept me for who I am and My bestfriends aren't perfect but they could make my day perfect. Seriously. i'm afraid of losing my parents, my family, my friends. I love them forever ♥