ALL ABOUT ME

I have been trying to find answers for a lot of questions all my life. I have been looking for greatness and achievement but each and every time I ty to run after them, I end up in pain as my expectations about myself are just trampled over. However, after a lifelong seacrh of who I really am, I realized that I am nobody but myself. It is I who I must be and nobody else . You can hate me but you can't break me, You can block me but you can't stop me, You can judge me but you can't change me. And I love my friends because they love me and accept me for who I am ‏and My bestfriends aren't perfect but they could make my day perfect. Seriously. i'm afraid of losing my parents, my family, my friends. I love them forever ♥

♥ sahabat ♥

Wednesday, June 8

4/6/2011

kenduri kahwin umah pakuda (adik beradik mak) , hospital selayang .
ramai sangat org dtg , penat sgt badan mase toe . happy , dapat jumpe sedara . sepupu yg jaoh jaoh . pd hari tersebut , aku jadi photographer . tangkap picture cousin cousin la keje aku ye , hihii . kelakar sgt mase toe , dan penat la . bila jumpe ja sedara , semua tanye .

-" kau bila lagi , zila ? hantaran berapa ? "
-" bila lagi nak tunang ? "
-" bila lagi nak naik pelamim ? "
-" itu bf kau ke zila , bole tahan "
ada juga yg cakap ,
-" wah , makin kurus kau zila " haha ! macam tak pecaye kan , padahal aku rase dah gemuk da . hihii .
-" ada yg kate rambut dah panjang la "
pelik pelik ja soalan .

jawapan pd yg atas tooe , kahwin ? tunang ? bia la mase menentukan , ada jodoh . insyAllah , ramai dijemput . hihii . belum bersedia lagi la nak jadi isteri org ataupun tunang org . ambil mase , belajar pun tak abis lagi . nie pun hati masih lagi terluka , so take time laa semua nie . wah , gelaran BF ? who , siapa itu ? tak la , itu hanya kawan baik sahaja . if ade jodoh kami , ada ar . semua nya , hanya mampu beserah pada Allah . if dia jodoh saya , insyAllah saya terima dgn redha . siapa dia ? haha ! tggu jaa la , dia datang pun hanye untuk kenal dgn family ja . mgkin dia terakhir yg saya bawak jumpe family , insyAllah . just doakan la , if kami bersame . kekalkan la hubungan kami sampai bila bila . insyAllah ,

itu la serba sket nak cte pasal kenduri hari toe , hihii .
to him , thanks kerana datang rumah sepupu i . i tahu , you malu dgn cousin i kan . if tak sala kan , suatu hari natie mane tahu awak akan bersame dgn dorg juga . yee ? hihii . ke situ plak , gurau gurau jaa . anyway , thanks a lot . from me and my family ye ,